JOINING THE CLUB

I'm still having a really hard time with this. I don't care enough to really inspire myself, and yet I feel like crap all day slash feel really fat and unattractive. I've gained 6 pounds since I fell off the wagon a month and a half ago. So finally I did something drastic. I joined weight watchers. Like for real. Imagine that! So on thursday I will go to my first meeting. Plus they give me the online thing, and just messing around on that made me feel a little tiny bit more excited about that. So that's the update on my stupid journey that I'm not so excited about right now. (Which will hopefully change this week.)